ever since i can remember my sister and i have fought about who gets to sit in the front seat of the car. more often than not, i have always gotten to sit up there. maybe it's b/c i'm stubborn and won't back down, but i refuse to give up that front seat. so now i have begun to look at the backseat vs front seat in a different light.

i like to be the center of attention. i can't help it, it's the youngest child syndrome. i love to make ppl laugh and i like being liked. i love the front seat.

my priorities change according to my moods but my friends and family are always up there on my list. i expect the same in return. maybe i expect more in return. maybe i'm selfish, ok prolly, not maybe, but aren't most ppl?

i don't hate many things. though one thing that i can't stand is 2nd place. losing is horrible and i can't stand it. i'm extremely competitive and love to feel in control of my life. i'm also fairly good at making ppl do what i want. something about me has this way of making ppl listen and through that i beame a leader in all activities i do.

one thing i don't do well is tell ppl how i feel about them. well i tell them when i feel good things like being proud, happy and loving them, but it's the times that i'm hurt that i have trouble opening up.

ok forget it...i can't finish this...too hard...ya won't understand