i hate it when i have to admit stuff that i so desperately do not want to believe. like i might say that i don't like dave mattews band, but then more and more i find myself listening to him. i don't know if i feel like i'm selling out or what, but i hate that realization of knowing i was wrong or denying something to myself.

it's those 3 words from someone that make it so hard to admit things too. TOLD YOU SO!! i hate those words. it's like saying i was wrong and heaven knows that i hate uttering those few words.

like tonight for example i was driving to work and finally admitted some stuff to myself. as much as i didn't wanna believe it, it was true and sooo blatently obvious that i can't believe the whole world doesn't know...or maybe they do and they've been laughin the whole time b/c i've been in the dark. but in any event, i emailed one of my best friends about it and confessed it all to her. i politely asked her to refrain from using those 3 words, even though i know she's known from day 1 and been tellin me so since. so those of you who know exactly what i'm talking about...please inform the right ppl so that this can evolve or become extinct, otherwise don't say to me "TOLD YA SO"