So it's been awhile since I've done this. I've done a great deal of thinking this summer. Serious thinking we're talkin too.

I'm not the same girl I was in high school. As much as i'd like to be her again sometimes, i won't ever be. i don't think i can.

i've changed. i'm 20 years old and i'm about to start my third year in college and i feel like i've been outta my house forever. i'm in charge of me now. i think i've done a fairly good job.

i always do this....i get real passionate about writing and then i go do something else or start to think about a different topic and can't get back into it.

grr i hate that. to be continued