so i had quite an unproductive weekend. friday i felt like crap all day and night so i didn't wanna do much of anything. if i wouldn't have gotten the composite taken, then i wouldn't have even showered or gotten ready. the movie that night...yeah well at least ben affleck was in it, that was the highlight. saturday my day passed by real quickly and i didn't do a darn thing. how does that always happen to me? i swear jen and i are like the most time losers of all time. we're not losers. i mean like time passes us by and suddenly it's 3 hours later and we're still doing the same thing or we haven't done a thing. i don't get it. anyhow so sunday i wasn't feeling so well, for different reasons this time. i didn't feel like doing jack all day, so obviously i didn't. then wahoo no school for monday. so i was all pumped, but didn't really use it to my benefit that night. didn't really feel like it. i woke up today after not getting a whole lotta sleep. woke up in quite a horrible mood. i did a lil homework as jen cleaned then i had to reclaim my title as Suzie Homemaker so i started cleaning and doing laundry. by 5pm i had all my hw done, the room was fairly clean and i had already made quite a dent on my laundry. i felt so happy w/ myself. i mean i had all this time to go eat dinner and then watch joe millionaire before my meeting. the meeting was real as usual. then ya know did stuff after the meeting, no biggie. now it's 1am and i'm praying that we at least have a 2hr delay b/c i do not wanna face my physiological psych prof and her broken english telling me and hopefully the rest of the class that we all failed miserably. i mean honestly, that's not what i wanna start my day off w/. would you? i have nothing major due this week, no tests or anything. an intramural game on thursday i think. no biggie there...especially w/ the new girls that'll come in and then they won't need me. that hurts a lil. not that i'm all that great, but i don't suck. i have most of my rush stuff complete for awhile. i have a meeting tomorrow night that i'm not looking forward to, but ya know it'll be like that from now on.

i'm trying to move off campus. i would like to stay here this summer, get a job, become nearly independent. the parents prolly wouldn't be too fond of that. i just don't have anything to go home too really. ya know, who's to say though. enuff for this evening. bed time for bonzo.