w/in a few minutes my world can come crashing down. i kid myself. things are just dandy. me in my happy little fake world. hard classes suddenly catch up w/ me. sorority stuff falls into my lap. do this now. friends...yeah well. so sarah and i decided that this semester our saying is "get it together". i'm the one that needs to kick it into gear. i don't have time for jack right now. if mr wonderful waltzed into my life right now, i'd have to tell him to wait b/c i don't have time to even say hi. like i don't have time to even be writing in here. this is my only solace though. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh...

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