lost in a sea of thoughts
so much swirling, nothing standing out
nothing that i can explain to people

hidden feelings, checked emotions
so afraid of losing, unsure of the future
unsure of who i am

can be so much
full potential, lacking in desire
lacking in so much

d-a-m-n i am missing
something really important
why bother, why care
it's all gonna hurt someday

screw it. no point
utterly, completely confused
so much want and desire of THE RIGHT STUFF
so lost as to where to find it
help won't help
answers harm too
decisions made for me
what time is it?