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Tuesday, 1. October 2002
what's the point
court5ney
17:38h
who do you live for? yourself or others? what do you want? why do you want it?? b/c other ppl want it, or b/c you're told to want it, or just b/c?? no one listens. not at all. they just don't get it. she's tired. tired of you. of him. tired of no one caring. she's sick. sick of life. of what goes on day in and day out. she's sad. what does life have in store for her? she doesn't care anymore. why should she? b/c he tells her to. yeah ok. what's to understand anymore? get up, do your thing (is it really your thing), go back to sleep and run the whole scenario again tomorrow. she wants to sit this round out. is that ok? why not? b/c you need her? for what? to do your work, to keep you company? what about her? think about her? everyone cares about you. so why don't you care about her? if you don't, then who will? what's the point anyway. no one listens. no one cares. unless it's about them. everyone thinks "oh i know someone like that" yeah it's you. look in the mirror. which one are you? does it matter? prolly not to you.
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