so we've got like 3 weeks left this semester. obviously i hate classes so i'll be glad when they're over, but like i don't want school to end. yeah i'll get to go home for a few days before i come back down here for the summer, but like it's the ppl that i don't want to let go of. this happens to me every year. i get close to ppl and then summer comes or winter break or whatever and then we come back and things aren't the same. it's like starting over again and i hate that.

it's not the same if ppl come to visit. yeah it's nice, but it's not all the time. yeah i won't have a lot of time or whatever b/c i'll be working and taking classes, but still ya know? i think it all boils down to the fact that i hate change. i like the status quo. if things are going well, why change? of course i don't have the option of deciding to keep school going and not have finals, but i wouldn't mind if we had another month together.

i don't know what changes the summer will bring either. some ppl decide not to come back after a summer at home, some ppl come back but not as the same ppl. i'm sure i don't come back as the same girl.

same girl...hmmm i dunno. that's totally another day.